I have decided to do a sponsored skydive for charity! Of course, I will be jumping for MIND the mental health charity. Anyone who knows me, knows this is a pretty big deal. Right now, I am excited... but I am sure there will be tears on the day. Anxiety is something I face on a daily basis - along with the other crazies in my brain! So words cannot describe how much fear will be pumping round my body! Why you ask?
I want to do something to be proud of. I want to feel that pride within myself. I want to land..all in one piece..knowing I have achieved something completely awesome. I want to raise money for an incredible cause. A charity that supports people like me & has endless campaigns to BEAT THE STIGMA. Too many times I feel my life is pointless. Too many times I feel unworthy. Too many times I am overwhelmed by this existence....but if the money I raise can go towards helping atleast one person, I just know I will wake up feeling closer to my goal of inner peace. My demons will settle & I can say "I am proud of myself".
When I have my JUMP date & sponsor details, I will post. I would be forever happy & extremely thankful for any donations. Alot of people have followed my story & I am always so overwhelmed by your support.
As far as my 'story' goes.. I will write again soon. Things have been...here, there & everywhere!
I'm going away soon - going to be amazing to get away. So very needed!
I shall leave you with this song :)
Hope everyone is smiling. Be strong, be brave. x
